For the first time in let's say 25 years I am renting my home. After years of being a home owner I never dreamed that I would find myself having to pay rent and start again. What happened.....? That is a question that I get asked a lot and one that I have only just had the courage to ask myself. The short answer: I screwed up! We screwed up! We put our trust in the wrong people and it left us in a tight position. Why am I writing about it now....? It's time. It's time to face everything and get myself back. For far to long I avoided looking at myself in the mirror. I didn't want to see the heavy bags and the deep purple bruising from yet another sleepless night from stress and worry. I also needed to show 2 very important people that when life knocks you down you have to get up and keep punching.
I don't want my sons to grow up and only remember the times when their Mother was sad. I want them to remember ME.
Rebuilding is not easy. Its hard! It takes everything you have and then some. But you know what? It is so worth it. Life is a wonderful gift. Enjoy it!
Laura xx
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